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Seriously i missed Ibu so much. its been about atleast a month i didn't see her. sorry Ibu i'm working and time were very limited for me to even have a night at your place. i really missed to hear you nagging when i had fought with adik, i missed to eat delicious food cooked by you, i missed to sleep with you and adik eventhough it has been for ages i didn't sleep really next to you (because adik love to sleep in between us) duh -.-, and i really missed the moment when you comb my hair, clean my ears (HAHA), keep me company when i wanna go to the toilet, stay up late just to be beside me when i'm online till the late of night and sometimes feed me nasi using your hand. 

aih, i really missed those moment Ibu.

i know am a spoiled brat. and sometimes a useless daughter, i'm sorry for being such a bad girl when i was with you, i'd tend to feel alienated whenever you are at adik's side during our fight (even until now i'd feel the same because you don't know how much i wanna feel safe with you), you don't care how much you have to spend your money on me as long as i'm not starving wherever i go (esp, when i'm at my college), you don't even care what people would say each time i went a date with some random guys you knew because for you - "i had experienced the same, too. just take a good care of yourself and know your limit,", you would always cry every time i tell you i'm hurt because of somebody.

mang, i would cry if i continue listing all the good in you Ibu because they are listless! forgive me Ibu from the moment i born till the moment i wrote this entry and for ever Ibu.

i love you.